54 days gone - how boring is this???

And I have not been as active as I wanted to be.

54 days behind me, 7 kg gone, at least 10 kg still to go. Prefferably 16 kg. and that means that I would be 80 kg, and that is still about 10 kg to heavy for a distance runner my height. I must have been mad last year.

In a weeks time I have to start my official preperation for the marathon run.

The problem is that I get theses strange low energy spells, and I'm not sure why.

I blame it on candy, as I can't have any. It´s probably a mental thing tough, and it is something I need to controle.

In the end it´s down to my diet, wich is worying as I need to start cutting down more. Thats two months of grueling excersise and even more boring diet.

On top of it all I have to study, and my brain does not work well without sugars.

Lets hope that I have reched my goal come sumer, I don´t think I can stand another six months without candy. Knowing me, I will probably have another six years without..... Sad litle man that I am, well not so litle at the moment am I.